War, the young, prostate stimulation and media views

Some thoughts and something of my personality

Me as a young exhibitionist. There's also a video of me
at the end of this post.

I'm sorry that I haven't been posting for a while. I've been busy and had some rough times. But I also have met kind peoples and experienced lots of platonic feelings, I've been quite serene and satisfied with my life without frequent sexual activity and fulfilled with empathy and kindness. Maybe I'm reaching a turning point in my life where my sources of satisfaction are changing from (excessive) sexual arousal to more mental aspects and relying on new ways of thinking. But I'm not abandoning you, maybe I just use less time to this blog, let's see. But probably I won't do posts to the female sexuality blog for now, it has never been popular.

I know that many of you watch my images and videos mostly to get sexually aroused and while masturbating. People of all ages and both genders do this. It is fascinating to me that a broad audience likes my pics and vids. It's an honour to me if my basic wanking videos are enough to get some of you sexually satisfied and you don't need any hard porn videos to achieve that.

(Yes, I'm repeating same things and phrases that I already have told in the earlier posts...)

Well, am I sexually aroused when I do these posts or to get sexually aroused? Yes and no. Sometimes I do these from other reasons, sometimes my drive to do these posts arises from sexual arousal. Sometimes I wank after I've published the post, because I like to show me to an audience and it's arousing to me. Otherwise I wouldn't do this. I don't feel that I'm a bad person, it's just a win-win situations if you like to watch my stuff. But I like to have some educational aspects as well and I'd like to change the sexuality to an everyday matter of conversation. Things are changing slowly, when I first published images in the Wikimedia Commons in 2005, most of them got almost immediately deleted. Now there are several images and videos of mine for all to see without age restrictions or warnings. So this is much less of a taboo than ten years ago. I would be glad if (my) masturbation and ejaculation videos were shown more widely in national Wikipedias to break the stigma of these taboos.

When I made my email address public I thought that I'd get lots of penis images and suggestions. And I did when I was writing more actively but less than I feared. Most of the emails have been decent and there have been no stalkers. Almost all contacts are from males from various reasons. And how many pussy images have I got? Three? Five? Ten? No. None. Zero. And I'm a straight guy. You girls are unfair, you could feel just a bit of empathy for me... I'd certainly wank to a juicy pussy pic. But it's ok to just give some feedback and change some thoughts as well. I hope there are no gender issues, we are all coequal and behind my exhibitionism I'm a nice and ordinary guy.

I'm also flattered because this blog is red all over the world, especially in North and South America, Australia, Japan, Taiwan and in UK, Germany and Italy in Europe. So you come from several different cultures and ethnic populations. I feel small in front of these facts but now I can see that we all are similar and interested in similar things. The sexuality is universal. Self-evident but good to realize concretely.

I'm an eccentric and multi-layered personality. I've a strong feminine side, I can be loving, caring and empathetic. Then I've philosophical and sophisticated side. And of course masculine and sexual sides. Then the exhibitionistic side is like a bonus to the sexual side. Only one side is active at a time, so when I'm not on exhibitionistic mood I'm just a regular guy (without other aspects of my eccentricity :).

Performing testicular masturbation (or massage),

my penis is super hard for the most part.